Didn't We Almost Have It All?

Remember when we held on in the rain
The night we almost lost it
Once again we can take the night into tomorrow
Living on feelings
Touching you I feel it all again

Didn't we almost have it all
When love was all we had worth giving?
The ride with you was worth the fall my friend
Loving you makes life worth living
Didn't we almost have it all
The night we held on till the morning
You know you'll never love that way again
Didn't we almost have it all

The way you used to touch me felt so fine
We kept our hearts together down the line 
A moment in the soul can last forever
Comfort and keep us
Help me bring the feeling back again

Didn't we have the best of times
When love was young and new? 
Couldn't we reach inside and find
The world of me and you?
We'll never lose it again
Cause once you know what love is 
You never let it end

Coming Back

It has been a while since I last wrote in my blog.

Yes, I felt guilty. And I still do.

So here I am now...coming back.

I did something a couple of weeks ago that hurt the love of my life. And now, I am giving space for healing. I also am praying for it. Some of you may think that this will typically end with us splitting up.

NO.

I trust my Hon's word that we won't. Moreover, I feel it and know it in my heart.

I need to keep myself busy so as not to entertain any negative thoughts while we're both in the processing of healing - Hon, giving time for the heart to welcome it. Me, learning to forgive myself for inflicting pain.

Good thing there's more work to do in the office and overtime is offered after quite a while.

When I booted my computer this morning, I saw the that files I've already deleted were re-installed (for some weird reason). So I had to go through them again and chanced upon a document about relationships.

Here is a portion of that enlightening article that I would like to share:

After breaking someone's trust and confidence in you, it will take a lot of patience and determination for that special person to regain trust in you again. With perseverance and determination, it is possible to turn a person's disappointment in you around and make your relationship better than before.

This is especially hard because Hon is not here with me to actually see. :(

Nevertheless, I have faith that things will get better after a week of healing.


To the love of my life...

Hon, I love you. Always have, always will.