Yes, I felt guilty. And I still do.
So here I am now...coming back.
I did something a couple of weeks ago that hurt the love of my life. And now, I am giving space for healing. I also am praying for it. Some of you may think that this will typically end with us splitting up.
NO.
I trust my Hon's word that we won't. Moreover, I feel it and know it in my heart.
I need to keep myself busy so as not to entertain any negative thoughts while we're both in the processing of healing - Hon, giving time for the heart to welcome it. Me, learning to forgive myself for inflicting pain.
Good thing there's more work to do in the office and overtime is offered after quite a while.
When I booted my computer this morning, I saw the that files I've already deleted were re-installed (for some weird reason). So I had to go through them again and chanced upon a document about relationships.
Here is a portion of that enlightening article that I would like to share:
After breaking someone's trust and confidence in you, it will take a lot of patience and determination for that special person to regain trust in you again. With perseverance and determination, it is possible to turn a person's disappointment in you around and make your relationship better than before.
This is especially hard because Hon is not here with me to actually see. :(
Nevertheless, I have faith that things will get better after a week of healing.
To the love of my life...
Hon, I love you. Always have, always will.
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