After an enriching weekend with family, I am here again, battling another grief attack.
You might ask, What is a grief attack? It is something that I equate to a panic attack..
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I was watching 'Till There Was You and some scenes triggered the attack. In this movie, Piolo Pascual played a single father to Pipa (played by a young Eliza Pineda) and some father-daughter moments hit me and got the tears streaming. Pipa is such a sweet daughter, and she reminds me of our Monay, my niece from my youngest brother. What If scenarios played in my head once more. What if Monay didn't lose her Mama? What if they're still a complete family up to now? How different would things have been? How beautiful would their/our lives have become?
Questions. Questions that may be left unanswered.
What I'd give to have a glimpse of that life for my Bunso and his family, had things not taken a different turn in 2022.
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